About me

My story

My name is Nathan. I go by Nate Rox in the digital sphere.

I went through a spiritual awakening in late 2019, when I suffered the loss of my sister’s life and the loss of a lover. Prior to that, I was stuck in boy psychology. I was growing weaker, directionless, and less masculine.

The heartache and loss I experienced from 2020 and onward changed the trajectory of my life. I took that grief and sorrow and alchemized it into an insatiable drive and a love for life. I could no longer live my life asleep, I had been forced awake to the truth. The truth that God is always present, the truth that there are forces that try to keep us asleep, and the truth that masculinity has been under attack because it is the force of order amidst chaos.

As I slowly progressed and evolved into my most authentic, masculine self all areas of my life changed. I went from working a minimum wage job at a sandwich shop to tripling my income as a medical professional in a medical lab. I went from waking up dreading the day to waking up in full vigor, ready for the new set of challenges the day would provide. I went from insecure, skinny fat, and effeminate to confident, fit, and authentically masculine.

Despite all of this progress, I felt a harrowing loneliness on my path. Where were all of the men? 

I was surrounded by man-children. Boys who were in a man’s body. Not only that, many of the spiritual men veered too far into the feminine side, becoming soft and rejecting their own masculine essence. On the other extreme, the shadow masculine was fully raging. The Andrew Tates, the Fresh and Fits, and all of the copycats trying to capitalize on a deep masculine wound.

I decided to do something about it.

This is the ongoing result of that work. 

This is a collection of my life, my experiences, my knowledge, my love for the world. 

This is the gift I want to give to the world.

I want to help you, give your gift to the world.